There seems to be some common times of the year where I can find a spare moment to write. Everyone is currently asleep barring me. I'm waiting for my anti-inflam. to dissolve so I can go to bed.
A new year, and a new decade. This will be the decade I turn 40. Getting old now...
My little brother had a heart attack a couple of weeks ago. And yet, I still sit here 250 pounds. The best thing is, I'm not heavier than last year, I am lighter...and I will take that as a success!
This year needs to be a year of momentum and getting past inertia. I have some goals for this year that will get done. And as cliche as it sounds, I'm the only one standing in my way. Everything, everyone is set up to support me and encourage me. I just need to wrap my head around my issues and deal with them. I'm scared of something. I can't believe that I'm worthy of the attention. And I need to. I am.
Fresh start in the morning. Excited to see what the year will bring. Hopefully 365 days of love.
Friday, January 1, 2010
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